Frustrated [[edit]]

I would do anything and everything for my family, but they can't do a damn  (giving up cursing for Lent) thing for me [[this is honestly very untrue, when I think about it; example, my dad pays a rather large amount of money for me to go to college]].

And when I say they can't do a damn thing, I mean it.  I get yelled at for asking them to stick a calculator in the mail [[ok, so this part is true]].

I am so tired of being the only responsible, mature member of my family.  They're on the fast track to making me never want to go home again [[both true and untrue.  I do have my moments of being the only child who 'has it all together,' which can be very frustrating and comes with a great deal of pressure from my parents.  However, I am not the only responsible or mature one, and I certainly am not responsible or mature all the time.  And honestly, there are moments when I do not want to go home ever again.  But I love my family too much for that, even when they (clearly) drive me insane]].


[[how can I call myself loving, Christian, and mature if I talk about my own family this way?  I think I'll learn more from the Bible study I'm organizing than will the other girls that come]].