I'm in one of those drifting phases again. I'm not doing anything wrong, like getting wildly drunk and making out with strangers. But my focus just isn't on Christ lately. I used to read my Bible every night, and I miss it. It distresses me that my school work and social life becomes such a block to my relationship with Christ. For example, not doing my homework for an hour to talk with a friend who just needed to talk, and saying to myself, "its ok that you're not studying for your test, this conversation is more important," but then having to stay up an hour later and being too tired to even think about Jesus when I get in bed. Or celebrating a friend's 21st birthday outside the library for about 20 minutes with all your abroad friends...should that 20 minutes have been focused on the Lord instead?
God has been so faithful, ever-present, supportive...have I been filling my heart with Him lately? No.
And that's what I'll work on this week.
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