its the same, over and over. and i'm tired of it. even though its different now than it was a year ago, its still the same. why, even after everything that i've experienced, does this still steal my heart away faster than anything else? never once in my entire life has this pursuit brought me anything but pain, so how have i ended up in this same place again? i guess its better that i'm recognizing it this time. maybe i can work harder to stop it. but i feel that even if i fight against it, i'll still end up falling too fast, daydreaming too much, and getting punched in the face by reality.
maybe i need to go to a convent.
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