grumpy.
sad.
scared.
distant.
lonely.
why can't i shake it? will i ruin everything because i constantly project my darkness onto others, let it affect my relationships with literally everyone and everything?
when did this start? i'd like to say it all started this weekend, after the accident and learning about my grandma...but now that i'm in the middle of it, it feels like its been building for so much longer.
why am i hurting so much? and why do i make myself hurt more by acting out my pain?
God, shine it away. please. i need some light. don't let me ruin everything. please. i can't do it on my own.
Give God permission to carry all the weight, let him have what he asks for- all of your fear, worries, wonders, love. He will not only relieve your burden, but if you give him it all, in return he will give you great spirit and guide you on the right path.
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