timing.

it was all perfection.

the sand. the stars. the wind off the ocean. 

it'd been in my mind for a few weeks now, and about 3 hours into the evening I just had a feeling it would happen. 

and it happened perfectly. 

except for one thing.  timing.  yes, we agreed.  we know what it is.  and i'm glad for everything and wouldn't change a thing.  but it hit me today in the car that after Monday, it could be over a year until i see him again.  and it just makes me sad.  finally, someone who is what i've wanted.  who matches well with my list.  someone who respects me.

but the timing.  seriously?  What's this one supposed to teach me?