and this is how i know.

you were once so much to me, but now it all feels like a dream.  maybe one day, it'll be reality again.  but for now, i'm content with it being only a memory.
God has placed too many others- too many wonderful, whole, selfless others- in my life here at Wake for me to be sad that you're not one of them anymore.

that being said, i guess you never really were any of those things.

i pray for you, and hope you've found happiness.  but i know now that i'm just fine not being a part of it.