it's just one of those things.

just don't.  you yourself have admitted that you're vain and selfish.

if you know it...why do you continue?

in addition to embarrassing me at my own party, you blatantly  told me, "oh its probably better not to wonder." 

how dare you tell me that when i know that if you were in my situation, you'd be more than all over it.

hell, if it was you, you'd be trying your absolute hardest to make it happen.

so drop the double standard and get over yourself.

(i hate being this frustrated with someone who is supposed to be a best friend)