sappppp.

occasionally i'll sit and read through old blog posts.  and by occasionally, i mean when i'm bored and facebook doesn't have anything interesting on it.  in this instance, its 9:30 and my 9:00 class was let out 40 minutes early.  no lie (tennis was definitelyyyy a good choice).  what i'm realizing today is the extreme sappiness of so many of my blog posts.  i mean, i recognize that i am an emotional person for sure.  i can't watch some movie trailers without tearing up, and i'll vent more easily than most people will when i'm in a bad mood.  i'm also a pretty regular complainer, something i know i need to work on.  regardless, today i am thankful for my blog.  it sounds silly, but its a great journal/friend/emotion catcher.  i like that i can record events of my life here, and  for some reason it feels easier than writing in a journal (although i still do that too).  and yes, on some days my blog does feel like a friend...it is incredibly cathartic to literally write out whatever i want, full knowing that very few people will ever read it.  it is also a great place to put exciting things, all things, that i am feeling, thinking, experiencing...everything.  and of course, everything turns out to be sappy, in the end.  at least i seem to turn it that way.  but you know what? i kinda like it.  and its not going anywhere anytime soon.