this idea that i have to be the one served, that i have to be the one they reach out to, that i deserve their premier attention and thought?
only setting myself up for disappointment, because i'm not the one that needs to be ministered to anymore. i need to stop waiting for them to change and instead seek their hearts. i say that not from a place of self-importance but instead a place of strength.
why should i continue to be disappointed that they never seek out me and my company? why not view it instead as a chance to reach their hearts? i have been blessed with maturity and grace and a fresh perspective. why not share it?
Lord have mercy, but i sure do need to let you take control of some more things in my life.
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